,”hesaidbeforeheuldcensorthethought
quienintheworld”she
gaveadraticsigh”yes,yselfthat,too,andalongethitahairshoy
oydivorcesettlentwhenyouhaveyourown
shop,youhavetobeuponthelateststylesandteetbyroninneerflotlegifts
intheguestrooisaidi
,andireallybuthewas
gorgeous,andthereespark,andheent”
”didntheidntyou””
”butdidnthetouaginenot
touchingrachelshelovedtheirsoftnessandshewaytheychangedastedandtouched
thoseissedandwouldneverhave
againhebegantounderstandherloss
”ncanforgeteverythingbuttheiroheright
buttons,”shesaid,”butither
respects
tingtokno
asafriend,as”jack
ed
shereinedposedonlyhereyesshohepain”oh,itwasgradual,hisefeher
between
hehadashoaswheni
hadtobeinneilanafterawas
kingthecallsopped,thatonths
ofsilence,hecalledtoseeho”shetooka
shudderingbreath”raaybewe
didfeedintoeachothersangerandhurt”shegaveanevilgrin”butboy,diditfeelgood”ljacksledbackhoobeoffended,anhadjustopenedherselfthatany
peoplekneanylevels
hehadasuddenthought”thatyoungguytheotherdayinthepurplesestoppedinat
rooverydaytoseehoaninthehall,
darleneplasticsurgeonsnurseshesbacktohefloor
””andstevebauer”toocasually,shesaid,”””didyouknobefore””nope”
”aginingyourrea”heuldseeherstartto
nodthenherchincaupindefiance”no”
”theresaspark”
”uhhuhbutitisntgoinganyhefirstplace,hesadoeinthesend
plaslength
forawhile”
”youdontssit””ss,daring
hiosayit
”okay”heuldntigineit,attractiveanthatshe,hey,differentstrokesfordifferentfolks”soyoudontssit””ididntsayididnt,”sherelented”iusedtolovesextherearetisissitarightnohelwouldsay,
itjustisnthighonlist”
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friends
beingthereforpeoplee”jackkneeant
ra
feelalltheentionthatbyvirtueofbeingle,hefeltguiltybyassociationhroy
”here,arenti”shethought
aboutthatforanute,seenglyhoutranr”haveyouthoughtaboutthepossibilitythatrachelyonlypartiallyreverifsheinishedifshecanttalkright,orwalk
right
ifshecantpainthen”hehadntthought
thatfarhedidnttodoitnosgetherwokenup
first
thentherestitsbeenaherinenodded
andglancedatherch”ihavetogetbacktowork””thankyou,”jacksaid
”forinutethethankshadstartled
hitoo”foringtodayfortellingyoudidabout
rachel,andaboutyou”
”ihaventtoldnypeopleidappreciateitifyou”i”hehitchedhisheadtohedoorandbeganhat
,hesaid,”thankyouforbeingtherefor
rachelshesluckytohaveafriendlikeyouanreceiveandgive”
”thatsanicethingtosay”
”ihavents”oniulse,hegaveheraquickhug
”hatfor”sheaskedk
”idontknoedright”
”ithinkyoujustyboobs”
”yching”helookedbackatrachel,wonderingifsheunderstoodthehughestill”rodebacktothe
bed
katherine”””rachel”heleanedover
her,hisheartpounding”isahat,rachel”
”ething”hetookher
hand”rae,giveasqueeze”heed,felt
nothing”eon,angel
”heheldhisbreathbuttherehing”tryablink”againheethingikno”
”rachel”katheriried”fightit,rachelpushyourwayupwetoknohing”theystoodside
byside,leaninginoverrachel
”ybeiksaid”jesusiuldhaveswo”
”raoveforus”froehindthea
cindysvoice”shappening”oldher,sheleanedinontheoppositesideandchafedrachelsjaw
”rachelrachel”jackchingrachelcloselyenoughtopickuptheslightestvent,buthedidntseeathingtheyedandeagainhadefeatedsigh,he
straightened”idontknoyowneyei
lookingforitandsuddenlyithappened”
”itghthavebeeninvoluntary,”cindysaidthattheefasterthanusualsaidsothingaboutherexcitentjackrecalledaterauerhadused”posturing””posturingislargerddarrlegventsiorealongthelines
ofeningitsagradualhatstartshthe
fingersortoes”
”thisfingerortoes,”hesaid,buthishopeswereupagainifrachelileinonefell
shagradualeuld
thatstillbethestartofsothing”theeyesbehindcindysthickglassessaidybeorybenotandhisletdoued
”dohingdifferent”the
